Friday, February 27, 2009

A Good Scare


We were walking to Two-Bit's house to get his car so we could drive the girls home. We just started to walk when a blue mustang drove by us. We knew it was the Socs, and we were lucky they didn't see us, especially because we were with their girls. While we were walking Cherry asked me to tell her about Darry, so I guess I just sort of stated the obvious. He's big and handsome, and likes to play football. She wanted me to tell her more, and something deeper. I always feel that Darry hates me, and that he doesn't love me, he just loves Sodapop, so that's pretty much what I told her. Two-Bit got really mad at me for saying those things, and he slapped me hard. I said some pretty nasty things to Johnny too, but as soon as I said them I wished I hadn't. We were just talking it out when we saw the blue mustang again, driving by more slowly now. I glanced over at Johnny, who was starting to tremble as the car stopped, and the two Socs that were sitting in the front got out. I notices that Johnny was staring at the dark haired Soc's hand, which had thee rings on them. When Johnny got attacked, it was by a Soc with lots of rings, and I think that it might have been the same guy.
Cherry thought that it would be best for her and Marcia to let the Socs give them a ride home, or things might not go so well. Cherry also thought that it would be best for us to not hang out anymore. That one really stung. I really like Cherry. She seems like the one person on this earth that understands me, and can actually relate to me. Other than Soda of course. And as if that moment couldn't have hurt more, she told me something that made me want to die. She told me, and I quote, "I could fall in love with Dallas Winston. I hope I never see him again, or I will." I was completely devastated. I couldn't move for a few minutes, I was too busy going over and over the exact words she spoke last in my head, trying to make sense of them. Is she really going to fall in love with Dally the next time she sees him? Wow. It was hard for me to imagine them together. I really like Cherry, and I think I know her well enough to trust her judgement. But Dally? Dallas Winston? I couldn't believe it. Maybe I didn't understand what she said. She probably said something else. Right?
Anyways, Two-Bit left to go play poker or something, and get drunk. I wasn't really listening, my mind was on other things. Me and Johnny went to the empty lot to watch the stars, and we talked for a while. I must have fallen asleep because the last thing I remembered was watching the stars, and then all of a sudden Johnny was nudging me to wake up. I quickly ran home, dreading what Darry was going to say to me. It must have been around 2:00 a.m, and I was supposed to be home by 12:00a.m. Like i had predicted, Darry started yelling at me, saying the usual, but this time it got too out of hand, and he hit me. He hit me hard. Darry had never hurt me before. He would have never done anything like that a year ago. This just wasn't like him. I didn't know what to do. I was scared and angry. I ran out of the house, tears streaming down my cheeks. I ran all the way to the lot, and told Johnny that we were going to run away. We ran for several blocks, then stopped to catch our breaths. It wasn't until a few minutes later I realized that running away might not have been the best idea I've ever had. I was tired and cold, and wanted to go to bed. I decided that I would go home and just not talk to Darry. Johnny seemed to be fine with that, so we began to walk back.





Friday, February 20, 2009

A Night At The Movies


Last night I went to the drive in with Johnny and Dally, and since Dally hates to do anything legal, we snuck over the back fence. We took a seat behind two girls, whose names we later found out were Cherry and Marcia. Dally started talking dirty instantly and it made me and Johnny uncomfortable. I could tell because as soon as Dally started, Johnny got up hastily to go get a coke. The really good-looking one, Cherry, got real mad, and started talking back with bitter sarcasm and rude remarks. I think that just made Dally want to keep on going. Dally went to get the girls cokes, and Johnny wasn't back yet, so I was stuck with the girls by myself. I didn't mind it so much once they got talking with me. It was a very strange yet pleasant experience. It was strange because these girls were Socs, and they never talk to greasers. We only get to hang out with greaser girls. But I liked the change. They seemed really nice too, so we talked and I got to know some stuff about them that I didn't know before. When Dally came back with the cokes, Marcia took it, but Cherry threw it in his face, which I found was pretty hard not to laugh at. He stormed off after Johnny got real defensive and told Dally to leave them alone. The girls invited us to come up and sit with them, and that was definitely something to brag about later! Later, Two-Bit came and joined us, and me and Cherry went to go get popcorn for everyone. The line was long, so I told her the story abut how Johnny get jumped. She seemed very understanding, and I like that about her.

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

I Got Jumped!

It was the first time I got jumped, and I'm still having nightmares about it. Sometimes I feel like I'm about to start bawling, but I know better than that. No one cries in front of Darry. You just don't. Soda was right about the bruse and cut on my cheek making me look tough. The bruse is still sore, but the cut is healing pretty quickly. Every time I look in the mirror I remind myself of a movie-type gang member. I like looking tough. It makes me feel like I fit in with the Greasers more.


Last night Soda told me that he was in love with Sandy, and that he was going to marry her when she got out of school. That really made me think about Sandy and Sodapop together, getting married. It was no suprise to me that he said he loved her, but I think getting married is a pretty big step for him. I don't think Soda has stuck with anything for a long time in.... well, I don't think he ever has. He dropped out of school, and I'm a little worried that marrage will be too hard for him and he will drop out of that too.